Psalm 119:82 – Waiting
My eyes are failing from looking for your promise.
I’m asking, “When will you comfort me?”
The process of meditating on a verse like this is very different from the process of exegesis. I can dig out the details of this verse fairly quickly.. There’s not that much that’s controversial about the text or translation.
But meditating is different. It’s not just about the verse itself, but about what that suggests. I had to go back and read the verse several times. I wonder if that’s because I really don’t like what the verse itself implies.
Here’s one of the writers of scripture. We don’t actually know who wrote the Psalm, but it’s nice to think of David, simply because he had so many experiences that fit well into the message of the text. But whoever it was, it was someone who wrote poetry and that poetry became scripture. That person’s testimony is that his eyes wore out with watching for God to fulfill God’s promise and provide him with comfort.
Comfort? That’s in one way a very uncomfortable thought. I don’t particularly like to wait. I like to know now. I like to receive now. Though these days I often fail, I like to do now. Waiting is bad.
I’m reminded of Job. Many years ago, I heard about Job as a theodicy, an attempt to explain why, with a sovereign God, there is suffering. The problem is that the book of Job does no such thing. It makes no attempt to justify God’s actions. In fact, Job himself has no idea of what is going on.
Not only does Job have to wait, but he has to suffer through all those long speeches. And what Job wants is to know that God hears him, that he is not alone in all this. He doesn’t really ask for an explanation. Job wants a hearing!
When that hearing comes, it’s not all that helpful in content and explanation. What it does is show that God is aware of Job’s problem, and that is what Job wants.
I don’t know what specific promise the psalmist was waiting for. If the author is David we know he had to spend years as a fugitive, waiting for the fulfillment of the promise that he would be king. It’s likely he had moments when his eyes were worn out with waiting and wondering when God would act.
Each of us has things that we want, that we have prayed for, and even that we may believe God has promised us. When these things don’t happen, we want to head off in another direction or decide that God is not with us. But Job waited until he got that hearing. David waited until the crown came to him.
There’s a promise in this verse, one that could be reaffirmed by God’s people throughout time. It’s worthwhile waiting. The hearing is coming. The crown is coming. Your reward is coming. Wait for it.
Perhaps we might borrow some attitude from Habakkuk, who asks God a question and then stands at his post. “I shall take up my position on the watch-tower, keeping a look-out to learn what he says to me, how he responds to my complaint” (Habakkuk 2:1, REB). I also recall the character Puddleglum in C. S. Lewis’s The Silver Chair, who, confronted with the idea that there was no Aslan said (I paraphrase) “I’m on Aslan’s side even if there’s no Aslan to lead it.”
There is hope in this verse because the backstory must be that the author believed the promise, waited on the promise, wore his eyes out looking for the promise, but he’s now here writing about it.
What are you waiting for? Keep a look-out for God’s move!
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