Psalm 119:120
I get goosebumps from dread of you,
I’m afraid of your judgments.
C. S. Lewis has a wonderful quote on this, which is fairly well known. I suspect, however, that many people don’t know the context.
Sometimes this question has been pressed upon our minds with the purpose of exciting fear. I do not think that is its right use. I am, indeed, far from agreeing with those who think all religious fear barbarous and degrading and demand that it should be banished from the spiritual life. Perfect love, we know, casteth out fear. But so do several other things—ignorance, alcohol, passion, presumption, and stupidity. It is very desirable that we should all advance to that perfection of love in which we shall fear no longer; but it is very undesirable, until we have reached that stage, that we should allow any inferior agent to cast out our fear.
C. S. Lewis, “The World’s Last Night” in The World’s Last Night
This question is asked in the context of concern about the second coming or the end of the world, however you see it. Lewis argues that an emotion of fear would not be helpful in that case, because the valuable results of a rational fear cannot be sustained for a long time. I would argue that repeated claims that the end of the world is around the corner make fear ineffective.
There is valuable fear. That’s the kind of fear that keeps us from doing stupid things. Well, sometimes it fails to keep us from doing stupid things. That’s what Lewis is talking about when he says that ignorance, alcohol, passion, presumption, and stupidity can cast out our fear. I recall quite a number of times I did stupid things. In fact, even though I have never been drunk, there were a number of times when I did stupid things with people who were drunk, because I was part of they group, and hey!, the stupid things were fun!
I figure the Lord had to have angels working over time to allow me to attain maturity. Not necessarily intelligence and good judgment, but survival, at least!
There’s another way in which fear can be destructive, and that’s when it’s random fear. A child who is abused by a parent and can’t find a way out is threatened with destruction by the fear. The fear is constant, whether the abuse is currently taking place or not.
Evil is the source of that kind of fear. Effective fear is consistent with reality and helps direct our paths.
Often, people try to remove “fear” from the “fear of the Lord.” There’s a good point to this. There are those who live in fear of God as they would fear an angry, abusive father. That is not the fear of the Lord. But there is a healthy fear. The God who made gravity made it such that gravity will get you at the bottom of a cliff. You should fear jumping off.
In our verse today what strikes me is the personal closeness of this fear. There are several ways to translate the Hebrew words, especially of the first line. But what is clear is that the fear is producing a reaction in his body. He is reacting to the presence of God and the realization of who he is and who God is.
But then, in the presence of God, there is the perfect love. Continuing in the presence of God will cast out that fear, replacing it with a realization of love.
