Psalm 119:153 – Rescue Me
Consider my affliction and rescue me,
for I do not forget your instruction.
There are many ways one could read this prayer, but one is surely as a proposed bargain with God, or perhaps a request for the reward that one feels should come with service. “Look, Lord, I’ve been doing all this stuff you’ve commanded me to do, and things aren’t going so well. Fix it!”
That’s not precisely what the Psalmist was trying to evoke. More likely he’s speaking from his belief that God’s instructions are right. They instruct us to do right things. Justice therefore suggests that as a result of doing right, good things should happen.
In fact, the books of Samuel & Kings generally speak this way. You do right, good things happen. You do evil, bad things happen. To a certain extent, this is quite true. The Bible writers, however, recognized that sometimes that’s not precisely what happens. The book of Job speaks of this. Job is presented as righteous, yet he is very much afflicted. Job could have made this verse his prayer.
As I thought about this verse I was led back to thinking about what is a “good” prayer. There are lots of prayers presented in scripture, many in the Psalms. Those prayers take various positions with relation to prayer. Today’s verse will sometimes make a sensitive Christian uncomfortable. How is it that one can present good works as a reason for God’s blessing? Does God owe you something? (That would be another subject.)
I was reminded of when I taught a class on the Old Testament using the book Who’s Afraid of the Old Testament God?, by my undergraduate professor and advisor, Dr. Alden Thompson. His final chapter is titled “What kind of prayers would you publish if you were God?” It’s an excellent question.
We were discussing Psalm 137:8-9. Here we find the Jews in Babylon, remembering their homeland and mourning their exile. They conclude with “Blessed is the one who returns to you (Babylon) the treatment you gave to us. Blessed is the one who takes your babies and smashes them against a rock.”
I ask the class to discuss what they thought about that, and directed them to think of how they would feel if an enemy occupied their city and ad killed their children. People were generally saying that it’s wrong to seek revenge, and thus they would not want the same thing to happen to the enemy’s children as had happened to theirs.
After a bit an elderly lady in the class, a very gentle person, spoke up. “I think we’re all lying,” she said. “I think if we’re honest, we’d want to do to their children what they did to ours.” She went on to hope she wouldn’t carry this out, but she thought the desire would be there.
And this leads to what Alden Thompson says about these prayers: They’re honest. They’re real. That’s important because the Psalms give us permission to speak honestly to God.
It’s easy to try to conform our words to what we believe God wants us to think. We put on the holy face and pretend that we are calm, virtuous, and always embody the Golden Rule. We want to present the image that we’re very close to Matthew 5:48 – perfect as our Father in heaven is perfect.
In our minds, this means that God really should make things work for us. We’re good people. We have the righteous, joyful mask and everything! So we would pray this prayer with a certain amount of aggrieved self-righteousness. “Lord, how can you possibly treat your best-behaved child in this way? Get me out of here!” If we prayed this verse, it would be with a haughty look, and a proud heart.
Now if you’ve read the rest of the Psalm, I think it’s hard to accuse the Psalmist of that in this case. Yet I think there’s a reason for this verse. If that’s what you’re thinking, go right ahead and explain it to God. God already knows. God will not be shocked by your attitude.
On the other hand, God isn’t necessarily going to follow up by snatching you out of whatever trouble you’re in.
What can you tell God honestly today, and admit to yourself at the same time?
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